Behind Shadows

I have a feeling that the person I knew
Is still there, hiding behind those shadows.
Shadows that I saw before.

It’s hard to be with you
Having that feeling of being sorry
Sorry that you turned out to be like this.

It’s struggle to read what’s on your mind.
Pretending that I still know you,
That for sure I’m wrong. 

I’m sorry. 

Mark of Hurt

Sometimes you care,
then all of a sudden you don’t.
Sometimes you’re okay,
then all of a sudden you’re not.

Nothing I knew anymore,
everything has changed
Or it never really did
I just didn’t pay attention.

Listening to why my mind
Is battling with my heart.
Erasing the feelings I have,
So it won’t lead to a disaster.

Won’t go to that same hurt,
For me not to look back.
For I once gave it a try
And effort was a waste.

It gave me a wound
that took a long time to heal.
And the wound stayed there,
still haven’t disappeared.

Soul Searchin

Knowing myself, I love the beach so much. It gives me the best relaxation by just looking at the sea and admiring the view.

I don’t know why I kinda have this great atachment to the beach eventhough I don’t like the sun, the rays of it hurts also I’m already tan I don’t want to look likeย Ulingย next.

Whenever I’m at the beach and I see the sunset, I just notice myself smiling for I’m always imagining myself being with someone having this dream date. Yeah, hanging out at the beach is my dream date. No need for a fancy set-up because I would rather go with a simple one. A blanket, snacks, and own stories to tell is what I always have in mind.

In my past relationships, I never experienced going out in an outing with my someone. It’s always at the mall or somewhere else. So hopefullyย someday someone will do this for me. Who knows, he might be the one. ๐Ÿ˜ŠRead More »